Monday, August 27, 2007

L’amitié…



L’amitié

L’amitié…
He saw me as an annoying person in that fellowship event.
I was not even know he was exist in this world

L’amitié…
I ever heard his name as a musician fellowship chief
I still didn’t know which one he was

L’amitié…
Someone pointed me which one he was
I said: “oh…” a few minutes again I forgot

L’amitié…
I had my own ambition; I treated him as an object
I didn’t believe in his credibility

L’amitié…
He asked me to be a singer twice
I refused; I couldn’t even remembered I was asked
He asked me never again

L’amitié…
I forgot why suddenly I know him

L’amitié…
I lend my hand to help him
He didn’t response



L’amitié…
I was in his car, The Taft
It was so alienate

L’amitié…
We were in the same project
BUSaNa Hati
I was the director, I saw him as a very fabulous guitar player
I need him that time

L’amitié…
He was chosen as a Chief of a Christian fellowship in our university
I never guest. Still thinking: who was he anyway?

L’amitié…
I still forget how we could suddenly know each other
I started to respect him

L’amitié…
I was asked to be one of the nuclear committee in Christmas Celebration
I accepted it, may be since that time I interact with him

L’amitié…
He lived with many rules on that day
I and my other friends persuade him to permit what we wanted
I felt I was already close with him that time.
Wondering how

L’amitié…
I forced him to used complete suit on Christmas night celebration
Also to speech

L’amitié…
He asked me to join the journey to others College Christian Fellowship in Yogya & Semarang
I joined. It was really fun.

L’amitié…
I was asked as one of singer in Easter Celebration
I forgot the lyrics
He noticed. Everyone Noticed.

L’amitié…
I was abroad to German and France that year

L’amitié…
We started to have jogging time. I was alone, so was he.
I still can’t remember how we could get the routine together

L’amitié…
That time I was still walked to Sabuga

L’amitié…
We started to chat of so many things
It was not deep

L’amitié…
He started to pick me up
Every time we get the routine

L’amitié…
He first asked me to pray for his final project
He wished to Graduate on October

L’amitié…
He changed his car
I forgot, how can I be so often in this car

L’amitié…
He gave his throne to next Christian Fellowship Chief, Ico
He felt free
It was great Service also.
Me and my friends using Black Suite as condolence joke

L’amitié…
Now I remember why I was quite close with him
I often attended the Praying Fellowship Time on Wednesday afternoon
I enjoyed it
That’s why

L’amitié…
He failed to Graduate on October
He felt sad

L’amitié…
We were in the same project
Sang “Yesus Penolong Yang Setia” in Christmas celebration
Again, I forgot the Lyrics.

L’amitié…
We started to praise God together
We exchanged lot of gospel songs

L’amitié…
We still had our jogging routine in Tuesday and Saturday morning
I started to work as announcer

L’amitié…
He often explained me about his final project
I could understand. I was clever.

L’amitié…
The impact of jogging time was very good
I started to be very exciting in my study
So were my scores

L’amitié…
We started to brainstormed about anything
One that I still remember is his feeling about Sissy, he was very mad about them
Not me, I still felt it was not their guilt to be like that, but I choose to remain silent
It was open-minding

L’amitié…
We talked so many things in jogging routine
I learnt from him so much
I still didn’t know him

L’amitié…
Breakfast time was started
“Bubur” time was born

L’amitié…
I started to asked him to pray for me
He said yes, he wanted to. What a good friend
But still, respectful friend

L’amitié…
I asked my friends to heard me when I had the announcing schedule
I loved to spoke their name in radio

L’amitié…
He was very busy to finished his final project
He still asked me to have the jogging routine

L’amitié…
He started calling me bo
The bo’s was born

L’amitié…
He asked me to help him in his final project
It was not too difficult
It was very flattering

L’amitié…
Beside “bubur”, we also chased nasi kuning for breakfast
Chasing breakfast

L’amitié…
He was got sick and need to rest in hospital
I didn’t know the news.
I felt very guilty

L’amitié…
I saw him lying in that bed
He must be very sad of loosing time to finish his final project
He asked me to helped him to restroom, it was flattering
He asked me also to pray for him, I pray seriously to God

L’amitié…
He was lying on that bed in hospital
I spread my prays on air, I was announcing it
What a glad to be announcer

L’amitié…
He got well
I thank God in it

L’amitié…
He started to had “maag” attack
“Bubur” become the most targets
I was out from that radio station
Too many stressful things there

L’amitié…
That night on Mike birthday
He used very inappropriate words expressions

L’amitié…
Amos birthday
So much fun…

L’amitié…
I was asked as Worship Leader on PMK Service
He was the bassist
I did like it so much

L’amitié…
We still have our jogging time
I started to call him Bo also

L’amitié…
One morning after we get the jogging routine
I was asked to breakfast with him in his house and family
I refused it. I had task to do that morning.
I was very sad

L’amitié…
His fans have a very mery extra ordinary idea
Give him a testimonial video about him
I was asked to tape his life
What a project

L’amitié…
He learnt extraordinary thing about graduation and about life
It was not lecturer who can make him graduate, but God

L’amitié…
Eky’s birthday and AW’s birthday
So much fun
On way home I got no place in his car
He protest to group where should I sit in his car
My place is just about 70m from there
Again, it was very flattering

L’amitié…
AW’s colloquium and also His colloquium
Need to tape it. His mom was also there
Great lecturer
Praise Lord, finally he could make it

L’amitié…
Many people were taped for his video
What a surprise production

L’amitié…
He taught me to play My Redeemer Lives on guitar
He was a great teacher

L’amitié…
The graduation day
I was one of the choir members on that Ceremony
I met him, we hug, praise Lord he graduated.

L’amitié…
His birthday was coming
Me and mike started to edited all the videos
We spent lot of times and energies
So exhausting

L’amitié…
His birthday
We came to his house
Played the video, ate the cake
What a celebration

L’amitié…
It was my turn in final project time
My mother got sick; I need to graduate on October

L’amitié…
Celebration of AW’s and Eky’s at Chempor
Big table

L’amitié…
I started cancelled the routine
I got stress with my final project I become very sensitive

L’amitié…
I realized he had so many friends
I thought he didn’t need me anymore
I choose to got back from his life
I contacted him not for couple of months

L’amitié…
On that time I still didn’t know him much

L’amitié…
I took some digital quiz from email
About color and what type of person am I
He was my red one.
I surprised with the conclusion.

L’amitié…
I forgot why we suddenly have the jogging routine again
I told him so much about my stress on final project
And my fears facing the colloquium

L’amitié…
It was my colloquium day
They visited me in my lab
I sat on him that day, I couldn’t cover-up my nervousness
I’m so glad they came.
I was so terrified that day.

L’amitié…
I sang For All You’ve Done in graduation service
Not too special.

L’amitié…
It was my graduation day
Lot of people graduated also, I felt not too special
My family came
I always remember my father on this time

L’amitié…
I joined FPS UNPAR Choir Competition after that
I forgot what happened these days

L’amitié…
He taught me to drive
He was a good teacher

L’amitié…
I remember we, who graduated on Oct’05, treated our friend
But he didn’t come. He said he choose not to come.

L’amitié…
Two weeks later I got a job, still in Bandung
I think I was not that close to him that day compared with nowadays

L’amitié…
We still have our routine
But this time cut just on Saturday morning

L’amitié…
It was my birthday party
I was in Ambon
It was very great there
I received lot of SMS of birthday greetings

L’amitié…
When the party held, I held it together with Victor
Very happy, lot of people came
I realized he was not there, he was in Lampung

L’amitié…
We were helping Iko for his final project
I knew little about very deep secret of my friend
Two of my friends

L’amitié…
We both played to Iko’s house
Not forgot to bought lot of foods

L’amitié…
We still have our routine
Plus found breakfast
He took Bass course

L’amitié…
I spent lot of my time in ITB Cultural Tour 2006
He spent lot of time with lot of his friends asking him for attend weddings

L’amitié…
22 December 2006
A very special moment
Never come again, Christmas like this.
Together with them
A very happy and lovable moment
We took lot of pictures
We made the toast
I cry every time I remember this time
It was so glad with them
After that we went together to my radio station and announced with them
I wondering what Christmas would be without them

L’amitié…
Pindy’s birthday party
I was in Jakarta

L’amitié…
Several days after
We watched King Kong on theater

L’amitié…
I asked him for food from Lampung
He never gave to me because I never asked for the food when he already came to Bandung again
Weirdo.

L’amitié…
One by one all of us knew the dark secret
We cried together

L’amitié…
Everything started to be unwell
Everything

L’amitié…
We planed Vanny’s birthday party
It was a very nutty idea

L’amitié…
I couldn’t made it for Vanny’s birthday
My father in ICU

L’amitié…
A day later, my father was died
It was so sad

L’amitié…
I confused with all things that I should deal for the funeral
I’m so glad there were came
They hug me one by one
Thank you mates

L’amitié…
I started to feel everything went not right
I was very sad

L’amitié…
I never asked they always came visited me
Thanks God they were there

L’amitié…
I hesitated to continue the ICT Program
He was there for me to listen

L’amitié…
I dare not to ask them out
I just scared. Scared of refusing

L’amitié…
He stated not to attend master class on that year
He said it was late
I was so sad

L’amitié…
My family started has lot of problems
Big problems
I was so doomed
They were there for me
Message me, visited me, and else’s
They are my second family

L’amitié…
He in to my heart slowly
Rather than a senior
He became my friend

L’amitié…
Paul asked us to celebrate his farewell party
I didn’t come. I lazy to meet them

L’amitié…
Vanny also has the bad news
It made me more stressful

L’amitié…
Pindy also had problem
Big problem

L’amitié…
Very slowly he turned out to be a very important person in my life
I couldn’t realized it
Too smooth

L’amitié…
Another bad news came from my family in Jakarta
I was trembled
I sent them messages
They were there pray for me

L’amitié…
At this point
I was still afraid of being asked him to company me
I was afraid of refuses’
I still hesitated if he didn’t see me as I see him
Awkward

L’amitié…
I choose moved from my boarding house to my office mess
He stated his opinion. He tried to hold me to stay.
He didn’t make it.

L’amitié…
After the move I felt so lonely
I cried my self

L’amitié…
Most busy time ever
They often came to my room
Gosh, I so thankful for them

L’amitié…
A very bad news came again from my family
I asked him to picked me up in the Train Station
I just wanted a company from him
I can’t tell him anything
It’s family secret
Even I really want to share it with him
It was so heavy to carry all those things alone

L’amitié…
I cooked for them noodles
It was untasty
I made it with love
I knew exactly they tasted my love rather than my noodles

L’amitié…
We went to dinner together
Hmmh… it’s very good
We ate pork

L’amitié…
I went to Xiamen Chinna for 4th World Choir Games
I wanted to have farewell party on Monday night
They couldn’t read it
They made the party on Tuesday night
I still glad for the party
I love them very much

L’amitié…
I was in China
They sent me messages
Miss them. Hope them with me that time

L’amitié…
“Where have you been?”
He asked in the Supermarket
I replied: “I was around”
“I message you, you were not there” He insist
“The message was not came in”, my defensive
I like he asked me like that. I felt important for him.

L’amitié…
It was his birthday
We spent the night in Riau
We gave him the book

L’amitié…
I choosed not to be afraid of him again
I convinced my self that he was an important for me and vice versa
I was tired afraid to ask him out
I convinced my self he was best friend

L’amitié…
We in a very big group went to the peak of Bandung
The Cellar.
Hmmh… like reunion. We all laugh together.
I sat in front like usual, take care of everything
I spoke loud to Paul, everyone said that I was angry
I was not

L’amitié…
Again a very unforgettable moment
Horizon hotel Oct 13 2006
My office training
I asked them to stay in hotel together with me in that room
We had so much fun
We even got the breakfast altogether
Dunkin Doughnuts’

L’amitié…
Buret shall move to Jakarta
We celebrate it in Premier, Ciwalk
Hmmm… taste good

L’amitié…
It was my birthday party
They came to my house at the start of the day
By time of 00.45
I told them all in my heart
I told them all yoke
I felt free
I felt they are my second family

L’amitié…
I need to move to Jakarta for a couple of months
It was my farewell party and also my birthday party
The venue is Kampung Daun
The food tastes very good
I satisfied, very satisfied, very tired.

L’amitié…
I was in Jakarta, still communicate with them
I miss them so much
I went to Bandung a couple of time
Together with them.

L’amitié…
It was a very blue Christmas without them
Don’t know why, don’t’ know how
We celebrated it through SMS’

L’amitié…
We celebrate Pindy’s Birthday on Atmosfer
A very weird incident happened
We recognized it by unintended person came
He wrote a letter for Pindy
Before that, they saw me for the concert
He always watched me but I never.
Quite sad to realize that.

L’amitié…
Suddenly, very sudden
I transferred back to Bandung
I saw him very glad.
Like his “spirit” prayer came true
We altogether back to Bandung

L’amitié…
We celebrated the valentine together
In Bandung
Very Pleasing
But No Vanny
It was weird without her

L’amitié…
We captured Vanny in her boarding house
We dine together.
She told us her story
Everything goes back to normal
Everything made me fall in love with them
Very much

L’amitié…
He fought with his Junior High School friend
He went to my house together with Pindy
They spent one night with me
It was my first chat with Bo
A very open chat
I felt so much close with him
Never been closed before

L’amitié…
I got back to routine with Bo
We jogged together at Sabuga at the Morning
We dine together with the Bo’s
And also through the Taman Sari road beside ITB at night

L’amitié…
No border any longer around us
They are my heaven

L’amitié…
I need to found new job with more payment
He prayed with me for the Job


L’amitié…
It was the greatest week for in Bandung
We helped Pindy with her Exam
We played together around
Made the present for Vanny
Vanny’s birthday party
And my farewell to Jakarta
They are my heaven

L’amitié…
It was the sadness
Pindy couldn’t made it again this time
It was really sad
But Bo & bo were there
I thank u for them

L’amitié…
I went to Bandung for Choir Practicing
They were there for me
He cancelled all of his meeting because of me
Very flattered

L’amitié…
Again
Vanny met the problem
This time we were not there
Everyone leave
I phoned her

L’amitié…
Bo’s planned for his farewell
I couldn’t joined it
I lied to him

L’amitié…
The farewell held in Jakarta
Izzy Pizza, Karaoke
Very sad
But too short

L’amitié…
We planned for the 2nd farewell
15 minutes conference call meeting
Very merry effective and efficient

L’amitié…
The 2nd farewell party
Perfecto grande
I and Pindy had one additional night
Hoooaaah… very naughty
It was a great hugs
Very warm
Still can feel it till now

L’amitié…
I thought I will never meet him again until at the airport
He came to my house visiting me
My entire love secret revealed

L’amitié…
New routine
Chatting
Hightech, Technoman

L’amitié…
He was cried on the phone
I listened to him
It was grace to heard his sober
Gracefully thanks

L’amitié…
Finally,
He went for Germany yesterday
It was so “hambar”
But still I could felt his love from his tone
Farewell my friend
My best friend

L’amitié…
To be continued in the next 2 or 5 years…


L’amitié…


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