Gigi geraham belakang gua tumbuh. Sakit banget. Gua juga heran kenapa baru tumbuh. Banyak yang bilang tumbuhnya geraham belakang terkait dengan mulai dewasanya seseorang.
Kalo mengikuti pernyataan tersebut, kondisi gua saat gigi gua mulai tumbuh adalah, saat gua sedang sangat stress. Testing & Commissioning my first RNC, alone. Parah banget deh. Masih banyak ketakutan-ketakutan gitu. Tapi harus tetap dicoba. Dari pada nggak sama sekali.
Jadi bisa disimpulkan:
Gigi geraham tandanya kedewasaan
Kedewasaan tandanya stress berat
jadi Gigi Geraham Belakang tumbuh karena stress berat.
Induksi kalimat yang aneh...
Tapi hal itu memang terjadi, setidaknya pada gua. Gua yakin pengalaman orang mirip-mirip.
Kalau anda gimana?? Mirip-miripkan??
Monday, September 10, 2007
Friday, September 07, 2007
I really miss those affections
Affectionate...
In this really heavy works time, I don't know why, but somehow my need of affection grow very high. May be it's because the tension of works clasp me. Every time I end my day at dawn I become very melancholic. I am forced by my own mind to remember all those happy moments, all those affection moments. I permitt my own heart, my own mind, my own soul to do that. I need it.
In this kind of heavy lot, I admitt I need more love. I can not resist it. I just need it. Honestly, I start to dig my history and I create my own fantasies, with my own scenarios, just to gratify my soul and my heart. I correct the past with my own stories, and I create things in the future as if I am God.
I wonder, lot of people fall down in this kind of moment. The time catch the need of affection with high pace, so that, some people use short cut to fullfil their needs. They choose drugs, they choose sex, they choose gun, they can choose anything. I also choose. My choice is to meet people I love. My family, my best friends, my partners.
Hmm... I admit, once again. I'm in the really stressfull moment. I need those affection. I ask God to fullfil it for me. I know HE will answer. For I believe, HE is my best friend.
In this really heavy works time, I don't know why, but somehow my need of affection grow very high. May be it's because the tension of works clasp me. Every time I end my day at dawn I become very melancholic. I am forced by my own mind to remember all those happy moments, all those affection moments. I permitt my own heart, my own mind, my own soul to do that. I need it.
In this kind of heavy lot, I admitt I need more love. I can not resist it. I just need it. Honestly, I start to dig my history and I create my own fantasies, with my own scenarios, just to gratify my soul and my heart. I correct the past with my own stories, and I create things in the future as if I am God.
I wonder, lot of people fall down in this kind of moment. The time catch the need of affection with high pace, so that, some people use short cut to fullfil their needs. They choose drugs, they choose sex, they choose gun, they can choose anything. I also choose. My choice is to meet people I love. My family, my best friends, my partners.
Hmm... I admit, once again. I'm in the really stressfull moment. I need those affection. I ask God to fullfil it for me. I know HE will answer. For I believe, HE is my best friend.
RNSBY02
This thing suddenly made my life crazy. I became brainsick and forgot to eat.
This thing is my first real work in my new company. I used to work with my senior in my first RNC. Actually, this is my second one.
During this lunatic time, I kept wondering, gosh it might be glad if Pak Didik, or Pak Erwien, or Pak Arief, or Hardwin were there with me. Things might be better. Things might be fresher by their jokes.
But it wasn’t. I need to do it alone. Of course with accompany via phone. But still, I was alone, alone with a thousand questions in my mind about this equipment.
Thanks to all Telkomsel team (Pak Yudi and Prima, Ridwan) that gave me the support. It was very glad they were there.
Panic moment ever came up, chased by the deadline. I pray to God to help me. HE did helped me.
This thing is my first real work in my new company. I used to work with my senior in my first RNC. Actually, this is my second one.
During this lunatic time, I kept wondering, gosh it might be glad if Pak Didik, or Pak Erwien, or Pak Arief, or Hardwin were there with me. Things might be better. Things might be fresher by their jokes.
But it wasn’t. I need to do it alone. Of course with accompany via phone. But still, I was alone, alone with a thousand questions in my mind about this equipment.
Thanks to all Telkomsel team (Pak Yudi and Prima, Ridwan) that gave me the support. It was very glad they were there.
Panic moment ever came up, chased by the deadline. I pray to God to help me. HE did helped me.
Monday, September 03, 2007
Wild Wet Core - Department Outing
Things will never be the same again from now
Bali, week 35, we altogether out for Bali and spent 3 nights there. It was such a great time. Absolutely fun. Extreme sports and also beautiful views.
Bali, still, will never disappoint its tourists. Always satisfying. The name is Bali.
The same atmosphere, mystique atmosphere, I could felt there. So many mysteries around there. In the ground, in the air, in the water, in the sky. They altogether shaped Bali to be a really nice place.
Local people around there are not really warm. It was just average. The beauty of Bali has no connection with them. Bali creates itself to be good place. It’s just the nature.
Imagine, a vacation, in Bali, in a big group, 53 persons together. We usually placed in one small cubical room, but then we were in the jungle, we were in the river, we were on the bay, we were in the nature. Things will never be the same again from there. We knew much each other from there. We laugh together. The very real person came up one by one. We all better than we are in the office. We all actually are fun people. It’s good to know that.
Office will never be the same place again.
Imagine, you are on the river, big ripple river. And you are sitting there, on a boat without safety belt, tight you to the boat. You just have a rope circling the boat to hold.
Yes, I’ve been there. I had the accident. Felt into the river together with my friend. Wet, but without fear at all. It’s all just fun.
Imagine, you are 10-20 meters high from ground. You jump from one rope to another with just 2 safety ropes. You walk in just one single rope and hold to the parallel rope. You walk like a spider at net, but 10 meters high from ground. You jump from one step to another, very high. Extreme sport. Or you swing from one tree to another just by one rope.
It was beyond my limit. Out from my limit.
I never imagine I could ever do that. I’ll try the more extreme one next time.
It was Bali, which unites us. It was its air. It was its sceneries. It was its flowers. It was its green. It was Bali.
Bali, week 35, we altogether out for Bali and spent 3 nights there. It was such a great time. Absolutely fun. Extreme sports and also beautiful views.
Bali, still, will never disappoint its tourists. Always satisfying. The name is Bali.
The same atmosphere, mystique atmosphere, I could felt there. So many mysteries around there. In the ground, in the air, in the water, in the sky. They altogether shaped Bali to be a really nice place.
Local people around there are not really warm. It was just average. The beauty of Bali has no connection with them. Bali creates itself to be good place. It’s just the nature.
Imagine, a vacation, in Bali, in a big group, 53 persons together. We usually placed in one small cubical room, but then we were in the jungle, we were in the river, we were on the bay, we were in the nature. Things will never be the same again from there. We knew much each other from there. We laugh together. The very real person came up one by one. We all better than we are in the office. We all actually are fun people. It’s good to know that.
Office will never be the same place again.
Imagine, you are on the river, big ripple river. And you are sitting there, on a boat without safety belt, tight you to the boat. You just have a rope circling the boat to hold.
Yes, I’ve been there. I had the accident. Felt into the river together with my friend. Wet, but without fear at all. It’s all just fun.
Imagine, you are 10-20 meters high from ground. You jump from one rope to another with just 2 safety ropes. You walk in just one single rope and hold to the parallel rope. You walk like a spider at net, but 10 meters high from ground. You jump from one step to another, very high. Extreme sport. Or you swing from one tree to another just by one rope.
It was beyond my limit. Out from my limit.
I never imagine I could ever do that. I’ll try the more extreme one next time.
It was Bali, which unites us. It was its air. It was its sceneries. It was its flowers. It was its green. It was Bali.
Untung pergi ke Bali:
- Bisa mengenal anak-anak core. Jadi lebih enak nih di kantor
- Bisa liat cewek bule yang seksi-seksi. Ah...
- Bisa menikmati indahnya Bali. Fabolous.
- Jalan-jalan dibayarin. Enak banget kan yah.
- Banyak dapet hadiah, walopun gua gak dapet satupun.
- Diceng-ceng-in ama sekretaris baru yang cantik. Cuit.. cuit..
- Jadi gak norak. Hahahaha...
- Tambah gemuk. Banyak makan.
- Banyak diskusi masalah pekerjaan di sana. Nambah banyak ilmu. Keren.
- dll
Rugi ke Bali:
- Duit gua habis.. bis.. bis.. bis.. bis.. bis.. bis.. bis.. bis.. gara-gara beliin oleh-oleh untuk orang-orang. Wuiiihhh...
Wild Wet Core
Core, Transport, Netman
Department Outing
Bali
29th August - 1st Sept
2007
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
He came first
I saw him first, my old colleague pal, stepping in to the boarding room, finding seat across my seat, almost in the corner. I was talking with another friend that time. I knew he was there but I had no intention to go to him, to open the chat. What I thought was if later I met him, accidentally in the airplane, I’ll say hello to him. If not, then, it will be fine also. No one hurts.
While I was talking suddenly he came to us, give his smile to me and offering the handshake. Then, I pretend that I was surprised by his presence, put a very “nice to meet you” face and handshake his hand. It was fake. Very fake. I saw my self very Kabuki that time.
But him, I’m so impressed with him. He came to me first. He came to me easily. I knew it will just annoyed him self to greet me. Note that I’m not having any connection with his life; neither have I brought any opportunity to his life. But once again, he just came. I don’t know what was he think of, but he just came.
Honestly, for me it’s very difficult even just to come. Next time, I’ll try my best, to open the chat, to come to my friend first before him/her, or to greet first before I get the greetings.
I’ll try, I’ll try.
While I was talking suddenly he came to us, give his smile to me and offering the handshake. Then, I pretend that I was surprised by his presence, put a very “nice to meet you” face and handshake his hand. It was fake. Very fake. I saw my self very Kabuki that time.
But him, I’m so impressed with him. He came to me first. He came to me easily. I knew it will just annoyed him self to greet me. Note that I’m not having any connection with his life; neither have I brought any opportunity to his life. But once again, he just came. I don’t know what was he think of, but he just came.
Honestly, for me it’s very difficult even just to come. Next time, I’ll try my best, to open the chat, to come to my friend first before him/her, or to greet first before I get the greetings.
I’ll try, I’ll try.
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